oH sTuBboRn BeAcH ChIc...

2006-03-18T16:06:00.000+08:00

waaaah!at last! i'm back... =P

2005-05-02T14:44:00.000+08:00

bachelor girl. lucky me.
I've got an ex-boyfriend who calls me up,
To blame me for his life.
I get bunches of roses,
from another guy
And hate mail from his wife.
I date a stupid jerk who forgets my name,
Likes to make love while watching tv.
And some guy calls in the middle of the night,
Just so i can hear him breathe
Lucky me,
Lucky, lucky me
I have everything in this whole wide world,
A girl could ever need,
lucky me
I've got a great car,
It's a red convertible,
made by mattel.
Got a nice house in the suburbs,
With 'hell's angels' for neighbours as well.
I've got a scholarship for a hundred years of college
I wanna study dentistry,
But my folks just want me married,
And popping out the grand kids,
To keep them company
Lucky, lucky little old me
I have everything in this whole wide world
A girl could ever need,
lucky me
I think i wanna join the hare krishnas,
Give up all my worldly goods,
cut off all my hair.
There's nothing that i have right now
that brings me any joy, (this is not true its just that this is a nice song)
When i'm shopping at the mall,
can't find it anywhere.
But i've got my tamagotchi,
And i've got my wristwatch phone.
I got so many friends on the internet,
I could never be alone.
I've got just enough cash to pay a lot of tax,
But not enough to quit my job.
Got a fool's gold ring and credit card debt,
Psychiatrist for my dog.
Lucky me
Lucky, lucky little old me
I have everything in this whole wide world
A girl could ever need, lucky me.

2005-04-29T15:08:00.000+08:00

bdai gurl..

haha

i can go to jail, drink liquor, smoke cigar and get married waaahhha

im insane..

sbrng thanks to those who remembered my bdai

Behbong- 1st one, (1:00:18)thnks for the roses and the surprise email msg.. nice voice, u look bad in the pc.. waahhaha

Tristan- for keeping me awake til 3..

Jenny- my oderself imishu

Carlo- thnx for educating with pc stuff

Rhea- luvyah dear

andre & marco- the last persons i expectd to greet me, what's with you, kala co u frgt na..

mystery math guy and mr. x (who greet me two days before )
Ik,Catsky,Monina,Chesca,alai, Farnk, Jill, Tif, SSS peeps, DWTL Peeps,pamilyang oSo, ABS, Infinitum, Barbies, teatro family and the list goes on...
thnks!

=P

sweet

2005-04-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

behbong, well i really dont know what to say.. thanks for eveything..
the last two weeks was really fun, though lague kita inaaway..=p
-for doing the souvenirs and invitations..*dong did i say invitations?., harhar.. ininvyt co lng sha dhl wla lng.. di dh gsto co, .. bsta.. yoco na sbhin.. naexplain co nnmn..
-for getting the tarpaulins,pics, and everything.. even though ngrereklamo ka na bkit pics ang souvs co for guys and ngseselos ka kei *tooot* haha..past is past.. ur my dear present..=P
-for the delivery pizza.. delivery boi kana di bagay bbong!
-for the red egg surprise, na mei kasmang dried fish and mango sherbet wahaha.. lub kita dhl pinapakain mu aco ng libre!
-for the 500 pasaload.. pwede pala un. gleng..
-for letting me wait in ateneo for like 7 hours.. haha.. the dirty ice cream was nice.. the P100 cotton candy was really cute.. and for being my driver when i went to felisse's place..
-for the movie marathon, singing sa car with windows down,singing sa videoke sa time zone, magbayad ng puro barya gling sa alkansya sa fazolis, walking sa eastwood ng nakapaa.. palying futbol with me in the scorching heat of sun.. lakas tlga ng trip nten!=P

and lastly for the effort of not going with your family just to attend to my debut, ngalit aco pero deep inside sbrng natouched aco, di ka man mkpnta , i know namna na ung spirit mu nandun.. haha.. spirit.. baby .. spirit.. papaic ka wid me ha?joke!
for being my slave for about two weeks just before you go to us..
sorry if i dnt have any gift,,, haha.. wla na kmi pera, lubog na sa utang..=P kidding aside.. i have sumthing for you, sbrng mahl P1.. hrap nga maglabas ng P1 for you.. wahaha.. hvnt write many things so far xe lotsa troubles iwth my debut

i dont know if i told you this, but i realy appreciate those stuff, simple things make me happy.. even if at times i may seem nit to care.. luvsha beh.. lets not rush things, just let everything fall into place.. di man offically na tayo nagyon, malay mu pwedeng maging atu ulet.. faith and trust..=P

.this how important you are,.
i know naman na kinikilig ka na jan, upakan kita pag di ka kinilig.. haha,, kinikilig ka na noh.. ahha.. im getting insane.. nuf na nga.. nyhow ur the only person i know na ngcchck evryay for my post, too bad i didnt get to please your curiousity at this moment..
check ur email, i made something=P

hapy birthday!
mwah!

poor little me

2005-03-29T22:55:00.000+08:00

omg.. thrd post

im tryin to find a new layout

whatcha think?magbago nrn acu ng site?=P

errr..

its hard to be computer illiterate
i wish i have the brains of gates, nah.. khit kei raph nln wahaha
anyhoo, raph thnks for being so kind to make my audio-visual presentation
yeah dear that's for the love of God..

people..
educate me..

im desperate..

Falling hard

2005-03-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

there is a big difference between a love that comes instantly and a love that grows over time" - outback jack (isn't he a cutie?)

pocha.. second hit for today..

I lurve full house tlga… waaahhh

I think im falling na rin,. Hope I would overcome this feeble-mindedness soon..
Falling for someone who already has a girlfriend..

It will never work .. something that started wrong would always end up wrong

Oh well, joyce pretend that it’s ok, you’ll get over him soon… you know how it feels to be betrayed, masama naman manira ng relationship di bah?potahahhhh.. lechugas tlga
=(

2005-03-29T18:41:00.000+08:00

has it been this long since I last updated?oh well,

Some of the things that happened in my hibernation period “calling my favorite teacher way back in high school Sis Angele!” wahaha.. omg highschool life.. I darn miss it..

the last weeks of January and the entire month of February had been HELL. .. isnt it obvious?.. darn Shity professors bombarded us with heaps and heaps of dung… or to put it plainly, they gave us lots of work to do. When I say work, i mean gruesome and vigoruos work, shitty projects and quizzes and even fudgier practical exams. It was mortifying. Friggin school works cause me slobbering brain..potec tlga!
At last im free from espana pollution..

1.Had my Days with the Lord..
Waahhh great experience… im still looking forward to be with those people again!
Great people, great experience,great food!wahaha

2. Valentines Day jitters
Nuthin in particular actually, but the Valentine’s day was really worth rememberin cause of **

3. Karugtong and Filipino Play
whoooooaahhhhh words cannot express how much I felt!

4. Holy Week Getaway
Gota spend time wid my family, had fun.. pigged out with my fave daing and tinapa! and *yum yum* went to different churches and had a blast with cuzins in a resort..
did i say, i manage to go to the rice field with my bare foot just to text?oh gosh, sun cellular seems to be dead all the time, much worst twas raining cats and dogs!.
and im getting sick just to text you **... waaaaahhhh..

At last the long wait is over, the awkward feeling would be gone, hmm didn’t feel how it is to be a jitterbug though,minsan weird tlga pg freshmen.. though people I would often find myself flabbergasted everytym peole would tell me, “First year ka pla?kala ko higher batch ka!” Sometimes it really feels uncanny being in a place like ust, di lng cgro ko sanay,I can still remember how i nuzzled my way in the crowded scary and huge main building during the first day of orsem. Yahooooo…im a sophomore.. hopin id pass nursing.. wahaha im so stupid not to remember.. uulet nga pla co ng first year kungmgsshift acu!

Im still alive and smiling! Thanks Kuya Jess lakas tlga ng kapit co saeo!

Adios for now..=P

2005-03-28T19:01:00.001+08:00

waaahhhhh i really darn miss my blog!

oh well,. sometimes God has plans tlga..

though di co na ksama c ** today.. there's a bigger reason to smile for...

I PASSED MATH!.. well thnks of course to him, he was the one who break the newss..

i bump unto raine sablan we i was a bout to go home.. wahaha he's cute na, nd he told me hes gona transfer sa uste..
*prospect*
yahooooooo!

im sooo happy!

=P...
yaaaaaahuuuuuu

2005-03-28T19:01:00.000+08:00

2005-03-28T15:16:00.002+08:00

kanina pa tayo magkasama
umaga na pala,
maya maya lang ay may araw na
kahit tayo'y pagod, buong mundo ay tulog
ikaw at ako,
derederetso lang na walang pakialam

kwentuhan lang wala namang masama
oh usap lang, ibaon muna sa limot ang lungkot

tatawa tayo sabay seryoso
unti unti kang nakikilala,
ang sarap sarap mo palang kasama
dati kasi, tahimik ka lang palagi
ngunit ngayong gabi,
parang kay rami rami mo nang sinabi"

2005-03-28T15:16:00.001+08:00

2005-03-28T15:16:00.000+08:00

2005-01-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

SEXY LADY/ HOT BOY. You are hot, no matter what you
do. There are not much people like you.
Beautiful from inside and outside. The opposite
sex feels pleased with you . They treat you
like a god/goddess. The other ones are jealous
of you because they try to be sexy and
attractive but you are it. Maybe youre a bit
arrogant, or you seem . And some think that
they should better not even try to get a date
with you because your sex appeal scares them.
Sometimes it even nerves you the way they are
running after you.
. You need change-Sometimes you like shy and
sometimes you like extrovert

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla

2005-01-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

~*~*~*~ LOVING~*~*~*~
Your loving nature makes you wonderful to be
around. You are the type of person that accepts
people for who they are and they in return of
your good heartedness, accept you right back.
You are most likely a romantic at heart. With a
sensitive soul and probably a broken heart from
the past, you don't usually trust people. You
have probably been hurt by someone you love or
loved dearly which makes it hard to confide in
others. Easy going and romantic, fun and
lovable, you have a great personality. You are
very well liked in the general world that
you're in.

Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo <3 Lana

You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
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2005-01-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

im feeling soososossososooooo happppppyyyyy!=P

2005-01-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

its lyz's bday!..=P

2004-12-30T16:51:00.000+08:00

Ryan told me that I looked like a ti-bo daw.. sarap batukun nun, cnbihan pa co na buti nagkasha saeo dmit ni ik,. Pumutok ba?.. ----ngorkz… somehow he made me smile..

Im just wondering when will this feeling end..

Shit..
I know i have a choice between getting close or being apart forever..
i just dont know what il choose..

i know this is not right,but for a certain reason, i just want to do it,ze ito nlng ung way para khit papaano sumaya aco, khit saglit...

I don’t know what I feel right now, im loving someone else already,but the thought of you makes me wana go back again.

The more I want to forget the feeling, the more it grows..
You’re already happy and you’ve already move on, mybe its my turn now..

i hate to love you,.

=(

2004-12-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

Well, really had fun today. Kakagising co lng when I saw fag hag, I think she was smiling but I didn’t smiled back.. not because I dnt like to but bcoz I wasn’t sure if she really is smiling at me.. darn..

All of a sudden Ik wanted to go the mall, so I decided to come nrn.. went to there place with my pambahay outfit ..i dnt wana go home coz my dad would surely not let me go to the mall coz its quite late nrn.So I wore IK’s clothes…good thing there’s a pair of pants that fits me,sbrng payat ni ik para magsuot aco ng damit nia..=P well, erwin called me Ik.. waahhh..

Nagkodakan ulet!=P ahaha kame pa..

Ate with Carmi n mico in KFC..

Had picture taken with franz’s dog (a pug)=P

2004-12-28T16:43:00.000+08:00

At last, he replied..=P sana kausapin mu din acu sa personal..haha .. wish co lang *wink *wink
Watched windstruck and the classic,.had fun with Rhea and Ik.. with our P20 worth of snacks and a bottle of sprite..sayang joana wasn’t around..

2004-12-26T16:34:00.000+08:00

Well,christmas was nice, I didn’t feel it much though..the season makes me feel blue.. I don’t know why,.
Good thing I still have my good old friends who made me realize that the world is such a better place to live in.. IK,Rhea,Joana,Mumi Lona went to my house after the noche buena.. =P Te jedha gave us something a glass of red horse.. shit!isang baso lang!bitin!=P… well, im really in the mood to drink and get drunk but the problem is, wlang mainom at wlang place na mainuman!..

Afternoon:Went to the court to watch a volleyball game..
Nagkodakan!

p.s. *I hate to my friends getting hurt, cause I know how it feels..
Iknow the feeling of being used..shit..
Damn users…

2004-12-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

went to school for nothing,. our class was dismissed and i wasnt informed..argh f*ckin celfone..f*ckin teacher..f*ckin callers!wwaahhhh

saw andre and vince waiting for marco,since i was a loner,i decided to hitch wid them,..when marco was dismissed, got to meet a new friend -Mark, his from sunny hill and his 6'3.. we went to a certain carinderia to eat..i dre told me that their tapsilog was the best so i tried it, -minus the eggs (darn allergies)..well, i was surprised when i saw their reaction when i tol them that japs cuan was txtng me, i mean we weret txtm8s..i remmbr them saying "Joyce, c the one?pwede ka ng mamatay"..haha what were they taking about, yeah his popular, pero its nothing nmn when it comes to your head at ngging mybang kana dba?marco and mark had to leave coz they still gt clss and we were left wid sumptious food (though mej kktkot un area) and a very delighful movie for us.starring vic sotto from an epoch i dunno what..jologs!
my three best guy buds :andre::vince:
:marco:
we still hd to wait for marco and mark's class to end so headed to ..due to some circumstances my mind went blank, and for some seconds i realized that id be so happy if id win some prizes frm the raffle..(who knows?) i filled up 10 tickets and andre filled up the rest.. well, i had nothing to do so i decided to take pictures of myself!im a narcissist!well then took pictures of dre's "poknat!"=P.. it was cute!hahah..again?went to the main building out of their curiousity..waahhh i wana win!(who knows?)=P hehe..

arrgghh for some time, i was too quiet because i was pissed..buti nlng umalis na sha..im not ok being wid mark,.or maybe i was just shocked by his words,.hes kinda mayabng xe..hahah=P..went to greenhills to buy some stuff,. andre kept on telling us that he doesnt wana see his ex girlfriend,who happens to be in greenhills din pla..well, went to reginas to look for vince's patrick star!=p and andre met his ex gf.. (ouch!)hehe.. and i asked marco to come with me to the nearest bpi bank..went to all sorts of store,tiangge,even the furnitures area to look for something cheap and nice for my guy close friends..even went to a toy store..well we were trying to let time pass kaya khit dun sa section ng dvd at pet shop eh pinasok n nmin!at naraid pa..marco bought his gurl a pair of happy feet... at ito ang aking happy feet ..=P

i chnged into my costume sa car haha..habng hnhnap ni dre c marco dhl nawawala sha..harhar..i told marco to go to e.rod instead of edsa para less trfic, we were running fyn,much to my dismay when a police officer caught us..one way daw un,samantlang kabisado co new manila area.. haii.. katakot.. pwede ng mgnervous breakdown.. had my o.c. behavior of zipping and unzipping my bag because is was nervous..buti nlng nakalusot.. piso lng pla!=P

im still in total shocked as we head towards ust..bright light surrounding the benavides park was so beautiful that it made me smile...wahhh dming tao!

our stomachs were growling so we decided to eat and make the most out of our free food stubs, but we ended up with bk shet..un ksi pnkamaiklng pila..haha,dre saw sevral friends and ended up with leaving me and marco !waaah!sama tlga!haii.. good thing we saw vince,.and his friends who eventually talked to him endlessly, leaving me and marco again!pwede na nga kmi mgdate hahah!and I the martyr one felt guilt, dami co na kasalanan..but then, my neurons prompted me to go to my home section and spend some time there..so khit na yaw co iwan mgisa c marco,i did..he told me nmn that hed be fine..huhuhuhu as we were waiting for vince,some guys from eng'g were asking my name..i seemed not to hear what they are telling ahha..snob!hirap na noh!hahahah bka madiscover paco..joke!

i saw him and he was wearing red.. he saw me looking at him,.sudden gush of wind kissed my cheeks as if i was with the nature haha..epekto ng pagiging stalker hahah!nwei i know tht god has plans for us,.let it be.. in gods tym.. (cross fingers)

class had fun..b6!yahuuuu!

saw tristan,arvi,denise,gabby, etc.. when i was looking for dre and marco..=P

whwew..this day is very tirinG!
word for the day: MULABAD! aka MULAwin ABAD... look alike daw ni dre c richard gutierrez..hahah =p

2004-12-16T06:46:00.000+08:00

whoever sent this..tnx..=P

i lo0o0ove you too..haha

2004-12-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

people.. my phone was confiscated..
il txt u nln as soon as i get it..
waahhh
im still not sure if m gonna pass my math quiz..

arrgghhh

malas tlga!
potah!

2004-12-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

waahhh what a day!

my very good teacher in math made me feel really bad...
shit ka balmeo!il prove you wrong..i dont deserve to be in your class

i was inches before you, and you didnt even seem to notice

waaaaahhh i dunno if im mistaken,.i saw my ex and his significant other..

whew..

shit day!=(

2004-12-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

HaPpY BiRtHDaY MacU dear!wubshu!
sometimes i just dnt know if there is such thing as serendipity..

waahhh..

im just waiting for you to see me..=(

2004-12-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

waaahhhh

the love of my life!
i love sacramento kings!
darn my second fave team (76xers)lost

2004-12-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

waahhhh im problematic...
jp wag mu pgkakalat ang gmit cong num!pwede?at iibhin co na url co para dmu mkita
oo na,kinakarma na nga cgro aco noh,pero dba?mas kkrmahin aco kung ipipilit co ung ndi nmn tlg pwede?hai.. lm co mhal mu aco, dnt tel me dt i didnt love u, coz i did..but my love for you is not enough to sustain d both of us.. yoco na mgpretend..yoco kaw gmitin,,kht kaw na ngssbi na ok ln..dhl alm cong hndi..glit aco saeo dhl sbrng bait muh!bwct ka tlg!1 beses ln kta nkita ngalit nung nkpgbreak aco saeo... pero lm co deep inside sinsaktan na kita!im sorry..

ayan..

bat paco mgssyang ng oras para dto dba?srap mu tlg upakan!haiii..ung sbrng sama ngang ngyri nung fri n sat dco nlgay eh...nvery mynd yoco nrn alalahanin...eun
marami pa akong problemang pproblemahin..
utang na loob..
importante ka ok?
masaya kna?
batukan kita eh!

pnget ka tlga

2004-11-29T01:38:00.000+08:00

di naman hlata na wla me mgawa noh?=P

2004-11-29T01:31:00.000+08:00

i miss MERE BARBE FOUCAULT!

2004-11-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

i miss my home section! bisix!

2004-11-29T01:29:00.000+08:00

i mishu pamilyang oSo

2004-11-29T01:27:00.000+08:00

i miss kada INFINITUM

2004-11-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

i miss my s3 kada

2004-11-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

i mishu ABS

2004-11-28T17:03:00.000+08:00

3 guys bringing spark in my life...hehehe=P

stil choosing between the two...

the guy in the middle is emmanuel molina..my crush from coll. of science who happens to be a crush rin of a close friend
=P

2004-11-28T16:03:00.000+08:00

mishu
my bhe-bonG!
-18-
='(

2004-11-28T15:49:00.000+08:00

waaahhh wla aco mgawa!asar!
wla aco mpuntahan!
arrrrgggghhhh!
christmas is fast approaching and im loveless!arggh.. stil bittersweet and sourgraping!

i miss my kada: Aiza,Cat,Fleur,Jami,Jen,Lyz,Macu,Mandee,Mica,Monina,Pat
i miss my childhood friends: Rhea,IK, Joana, (at ung ibng nakalimot na)
i miss ABS: AC,Beni,Katie,Katrin,Iyessa,Jesa,Leana,Marie,Mela,Rina,She,Sophia
i miss Pamilyang OSO: Papa Carlo bear,Mama Jassy bear, beshy Rizza,Florence, Felisse,Aika,Ayra,Earl,JM,Jarus,Peter, twins Yim n Mark
i miss Bsisix n Barbe!
i miss my bi JP!
aaarrrrggggghhh!

2004-11-28T10:52:00.000+08:00

mum and dad went to boracay.. they'd be staying there til tues. waaahhh!damn!
ingit acu..=P

2004-11-26T13:00:00.000+08:00

my class will start at 1 pa, so i decided to go to coffee i,.
here wid tina.. who happens to be surfing teh net also..

wahhh.. "SigN"

waaahhh... positive affirmation is true...im starting to believe tht it is.. =P

blue cap,
smiled at me,
he was just an inch away from me..

omg im in clous nine... errr cloud 9999999999999999
hahah..
gtg..
still have to study for my math test today

2004-11-19T17:47:00.000+08:00

The Eleventh Road

It was Tuesday. The wind smelled of oak leaves that had fallen fresh from the branches. The sky was perfectly dim, and the stars stood out like inert rain, illuminating everything underneath. Bathed in the light of the moon, I walked this smooth pavement I suppose as my refuge. I went on, without such clue where my footsteps would lead me to.
I seized a mouthful of air, not to fill my lungs but to make sure that I’m still alive. Filled with anguish, I felt my chest tighten, as if my heart was struggling to break free. I presume I still have it. I’m just wondering how much heart was left in me. My chest weakened even more at the sight of this place, yet becoming maudlin even, as the void was strewn with darkness.
Without any force, my hollow eyes began to conceive tears –hot and painful tears that fell onto the dry ground. It might even have fed the grass with that good deal of salt. I knew I was half lucid because I felt the coldness of my damp cheeks as the wind strolled past my face. That’s when I knew I cried. Along with the tears, void completely embraced me. Sometimes being alone gives you a sense of freedom, just a sense. But this grants me something I will never earn in this lifetime.
Before me, I know there’s something endless, untold. It was the same road I’ve been paying too much attention to so many times before. It showed me the world –it showed me how big it was, but how seems so small because I can look at it in close detail; the fine grains of sand, the greenness of grass, the bulb of the flies that rush tirelessly in the aging dusk. I may even be younger, but I think I had lived so many years already.
To arrive at such supposition that this world spells hopelessness is big enough a reason to consider that I’m so old. Whatever that is that I had in my youth, only this road bore witness to what I had then and it was hope.
Just as a moth drawing near the flame, I flew around him not knowing what sort of surprise awaits me. It was just two things: the kiss of danger and the chance f meeting true happiness. I faced the challenge and the enthusiasm of the warm glow of fire that was just an inch before me. Like a faceless emissary. He was at the time that closest thing that had touched my soul –more than a dream just within my reach had it not been the fiery wall that divides us. I loved him. And I thought it was strong enough to sustain both of us.
The flame that had once huddled me with warmth smoldered me into ashes. Yet, I endured, until I began to love hatred –the only thing that brought me nearer to my salvation. The whole idea that I was blind, stirred me to become too trusting, hoping that the newfound love was going to change everything. I only had wings that have a mind of its own to go straight ahead of path –the path which I know leads to him . But I lost count of my steps and I fell so hard that I even failed to remember who I was.
Now, it’s this road and me again. I’ll be walking my way to the path that is totally different from his. I’d be forever running away from the person I had been hopelessly chasing after. The more I see this dark empty space, the more I evoke he radiance of the flame. How it glow danced before my eyes. Still I welcome reprieves, for if it not for the flame, I will not be able to look at it closely.

-joyce-

wah=P

2004-11-16T18:35:00.000+08:00

well,we were lucky enough because we didnt have classes because of the mass..and because our bio lec prof decided not to give us the quiz today.
kix,tina,tj and anna were truly crazy.. they got theirselves drunk..eventhough they knew that we still have classes..=P
im happy or whatever i may call this feeling,. i just dont know why, maybe because i've found him!waah found eh noh?like he's wandering and lost!hahaha.. well,im looking forward to see him tomorrow in our math class,hope he'd be there..bec. he didnt showed up last time..=( i was patiently waiting to see him get inside hoping he'd look by my side but too bad didnt get to see him..he was absent! ahhh!
went home with kix!=P..

i opened my friendster account
1st account 32 friend requests
2nd accoint 18 friend requests
3rd account 32 friend requests
hahaha...=P
were the pictures too gorgeous?ahhaha..pity me
im getting insane!...beacuse of *toot*

waahhh

2004-11-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

i am now an official stalker
found teh guy im lookin for!waaaahhhhhhh
j.r. a!heheheh

2004-11-14T20:19:00.000+08:00

I am an official STALKER!...
waahaha...=P

2004-11-06T01:42:00.001+08:00

A fragile jar, a broken vase
and a shattered glass...
a tampered seal, and a ruined rack...
are all synonymous to me...

The endless dreams of no possibility...
The continued pursuit to desolation,
depression, and animosity to one's self
are all my aspirations towards life.

Yet, I wished to escape it all...
to live normal and carefree,
like a butterfly, or maybe a bird
to fly and elope with such freedom at grasp.

But I ain't what I wished to be,
thus I need to bear it all...
to suffer, cry, and mourn,
up until my dying day.

2004-11-06T01:42:00.000+08:00

I wasn't intending on publishing the rest of these bloopies (I'm trying to change, okay?), but some not-so-delightful-and-somehow-annoying instances (like scoring 57/100 in a major exam, semi-caused by a proctor with a really bad sense of time) drove me to be a little less nice.
This is it. It's payback time (a little cheap, though).

1) Roll Call: Adducul?.. Arthur?.. Vobelese?.. ( uhh.. shiyeettt barock came to espana, manila)
2) You are in black section, right? (er, we.. uhm.. yes.)
3) ..It's impossible to see. My vision was blard. (naku ma'am, epekto yan ng kaka-kain ng Mcflarry..)
4) Okay class, I think you're a little tired. Do you want to break now? (Bahala nga kayo. No comment.)
5) Kindly open the lights now. (turn on, TURN ON!!!)
6) Yang tao na yan, napaka-responsibilidad.. (partida, tagalog na yan ah. Oh, so retroglam!)
7) If your IQ is below above average, you will not be accepted in UST (buti na lang, above below above below average ako!)

Nope, this is not the end. Na-uh. I will attack when I feel bitter again. Mwahahahaha!! Hahahaha!! Harharhar!!! Oooowkay... stop.

Now, here's the bonus part. The conversations below ARE actual conversations. I was there, I witnessed it myself. mala-porkchop duo dating nito, sma ko tlga…eavesdropper
Isang araw, sa University Canteen 4th floor..
Tiff: may nakita ba kayong lab gown kanina?
Roanne: Log book?
Tiff: Lab gown..
Roanne: Log book nga..
Tiff:LAB gown..
Roanne: Ah, ewan ko lang..
(Nakita kaya ni Tiff ang lab gown, gayong tila mga sabog ang napag-tatanungan nya?)

2004-11-06T01:31:00.000+08:00

No you don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
you don't know what it's like to be like me
to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
when no one's there to save you
no you don't know what it's like
welcome to my life

-$^o^o^%%%#o--**/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/**-$^o^o^%%%#o-
huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong pag-ibig ko
handang ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo
-$^o^o^%%%#o--**/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/**-$^o^o^%%%#o-
i see you through the smokey air
can't you feel the weight of my stare
you're so close but still a world away
what im dying to say is that
i'm crazy for you
touch me once and you'll know it's true
i never wanted anyone like this
i'ts all brand new,
you'll feel it in my kiss
because i'm crazy for you
-$^o^o^%%%#o--**/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/**-$^o^o^%%%#o-
kahit anino mo sa malayo
ay nais masulyapan
upang mapawi ang lamig
subalit ngayo'y wala na
ikaw ay lumayo na
naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
naaalala ko ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan

2004-11-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

Second day of classes and I’m still not comfy ..but in fairness Im already talking to some of my blockmates and I get to meet few new people..
Chard was too fascinated being in our math class eventhough he shouldn’t be there (kinareer)..
Found out that Kix who is my blockmate is the balldate of my teammate Ivy
Found out the my sheena is a friend of Monica..=)
Found out that Charleton is residing in north fairview
Found out that Marco a friend Charleton who happens to be a friend of andre and ampil used to be the boyfriend of my kabrkada Lyz ..and he is from P4..=)
Such a small world!=)
I saw --++-- hehe..cuteeee!..
I saw the long lost twin brother of my ex.. and im really happy to see him..should I say I will get inspiration if he’d be my blockmate hahaha.. I do hope he’s be my classmate in math.. *cross fingers*
Went home with Nikki and Gerard..hope they’d get back together again..

2004-11-05T21:15:00.003+08:00

Second day of classes and I’m still not comfy ..but in fairness Im already talking to some of my blockmates and I get to meet few new people..
Chard was too fascinated being in our math class eventhough he shouldn’t be there (kinareer)..
Found out that Kix who is my blockmate is the balldate of my teammate Ivy
Found out that my sheena is a friend of Monica..=)
Found out that Charleton is residing in north fairview
Found out that Marco a friend Charleton who happens to be a friend of andre and ampil used to be the boyfriend of my kabrkada Lyz ..and he is from P4..=)
Such a small world!=)
I saw --++-- hehe..cuteeee!..
I saw the long lost twin brother of my ex.. and im really happy to see him..should I say I will get inspiration if he’d be my blockmate hahaha.. I do hope he’d be my classmate in math.. *cross fingers*
Went home with Nikki and Gerard..hope they’d get back together again..

2004-11-05T21:15:00.002+08:00

Second day of classes and I’m still not comfy ..but in fairness Im already talking to some of my blockmates and I get to meet few new people..
Chard was too fascinated being in our math class eventhough he shouldn’t be there (kinareer)..
Found out that Kix who is my blockmate is the balldate of my teammate Ivy
Found out that my sheena is a friend of Monica..=)
Found out that Charleton is residing in north fairview
Found out that Marco a friend Charleton who happens to be a friend of andre and ampil used to be the boyfriend of my kabrkada Lyz ..and he is from P4..=)
Such a small world!=)
I saw --++-- hehe..cuteeee!..
I saw the long lost twin brother of my ex.. and im really happy to see him..should I say I will get inspiration if he’d be my blockmate hahaha.. I do hope he’d be my classmate in math.. *cross fingers*
Went home with Nikki and Gerard..hope they’d get back together again..

2004-11-05T21:15:00.001+08:00

Second day of classes and I’m still not comfy ..but in fairness Im already talking to some of my blockmates and I get to meet few new people..
Chard was too fascinated being in our math class eventhough he shouldn’t be there (kinareer)..
Found out that Kix who is my blockmate is the balldate of my teammate Ivy
Found out the my sheena is a friend of Monica..=)
Found out that Charleton is residing in north fairview
Found out that Marco a friend Charleton who happens to be a friend of andre and ampil used to be the boyfriend of my kabrkada Lyz ..and he is from P4..=)
Such a small world!=)
I saw --++-- hehe..cuteeee!..
I saw the long lost twin brother of my ex.. and im really happy to see him..should I say I will get inspiration if he’d be my blockmate hahaha.. I do hope he’d be my classmate in math.. *cross fingers*
Went home with Nikki and Gerard..hope they’d get back together again..

2004-11-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

2004-11-04T12:18:00.001+08:00

Waaaahhh.
Ive just learned some things bout him….thanks to RJ
Dear you, I just wanted to remind you that “I have loved you” is different from “I love you”…a simple discrepancy would mean something confusing..
Things are far more clear now..
Yaw na kitang isipin!bwicit ka!
Waaahhh NANADYA KABA? O TLGANG GUSTO MON TULUYAN AKONG MAGALIT SAYO?
Im so anti-YOU!
Aergrgrgrgrgrghhhh!

2004-11-04T12:18:00.000+08:00

2004-11-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

Thanks bi..
I miss you..
I’m sorry JP
I can’t reciprocate the love our giving me..
I hate myself for being so unfair to you
=(

2004-11-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

I dunno what to say,..
My ex texted me just to tell me that he is already fed up hearing rumors and bad things bout him.. and he is blaming me for the rumors and all of those stuff…I don’t know what he’s talking about and Im really bothered because he is calling me names, he told me I was brainwashing people…duh?cnu? waahhhh..

Few words to ponder on

Eventhough Ive already put the blame on myself, tried my very best to meddle and patch things up, be a laughingstock,martyr, and jerk.. in the end he’ll just think that im speaking ill of him, telling made up “contrary into the reality” stories..Come to think of it ,eventhough I may tell people stories or whatsoever.. they STILL AND WILL ALWAYS have the capacity to chose whatever they want to deduce or say. Yeah, I can backstab or character assasinate someone but in the end people will still judge him for how he live his life, they have the ability to discriminate lies from what they think is reality most especially if they knew him well. What benefit will I get if I will speak ill of him?..wahhh.. I hate myself for loving someone who doesn’t even know how to love me.

This is how he sees me..

And I really feel bad..
=(

2004-10-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

went to school to fix our math subject..
we waited for 3 hours and a man told us that the one in charge of signing our forms is still at home, and he is not sure if she’ll come..potek!good thing I met newly found friends Andrew, Marc, Charleton.. (Richard’s friends) group of pyscho students..not to mention a person who really caught my attention …a guy who seems to be the long lost twin brother of my ex.. Peter was the one who told me bout that guy, and I caught him looking at me.. (baka kamukha co rin ex gf nia) ahhaha
I’ve decided to leave nlng and get myself into the enrollment area..
I was supposed to be in the sixth line not until a very compassionate guard told me to go to the first line!
Earl and yim was already in the line for the encoding of the schedules when I came in, so I didn’t have to wait again..Richard told me that the one in charge of signing our math forms was already there and there were few slots left for our math class (did I mention that there were only 2 sections for math 101 class)
My blood was raging high.. waahhh.. whne we came back in the math dept. the prof told us that the class was full and slots that are still open is the 2-3pm class… so we decided to ask for a new class…good thng I have the charisma to ask a forms without waiting in line …we had to fill up 6 forms!whew! And after all the hard work and efforts.. the prof told us that we don’t need to do those stuff and all we have to do is sign up our names ..for the love of god we went back to the enrollment area and looked for the people who were going to the math class to inform them the procedures… waaahh
good thing I
luck was still on my side..
I deserve it, after all, I wasted my time for nothing..
Blessings come in threes..
saw --++--
saw my ex
waaahhh tired..

2004-10-15T22:36:00.001+08:00

heard something bad about ****...

worst thing... a friend told me that my ex and one of my best friends kissed when i was still living with my grandparents...according to my source my ex was the one who explicitly told his boyfriend and their friends that he and my best friend kissed.. proud huh?well,i think he is just a pain in the ass.. he is boastful and proud eventhough he's got nothing to be proud of.. i really dont wanna think about him, much more to speak ill of him..but i dont wanna be a hypocrite to say that im not affected or what...i guess this is just a reality check..more of something that God thinks would make me realize that i must really go on wid my lyf..to forget and to live again..err, i mean live happy again.. im not sure if it aint true or whatsoever..im not evn sure if my source was tell but still it hurts

really felt bad... didnt know na gnun pa la xa, so ngaun lumabas din ang tunay na kulay!

shit!
liar!
user!
2timer moron!
pervert!

waaahhhh

i dunno why im affected...

=(
sadjoyce

forgiving is a prisoner and realizing that the prisoner was you..=(

2004-10-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

heard something bad about ****...

worst thing... a friend told me that my ex and one of my best friends kissed when i was still living with my grandparents...according to my source my ex was the one who explicitly told his boyfriend and their friends that he and my best friend kissed.. proud huh?well,i think he is just a pain in the ass.. he is boastful and proud eventhough he's got nothing to be proud of.. i really dont wanna think about him, much more to speak ill of him..but i dont wanna be a hypocrite to say that im not affected or what...i guess this i
im not sure if it aint true or whatsoever..im not evn sure if my source was tell but still it hurts

really felt bad... didnt know na gnun pa la xa, so ngaun lumabas din ang tunay na kulay!

shit!
liar!
user!
2timer moron!
pervert!

waaahhhh

i dunno why im affected...

=(
sadjoyce

2004-10-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

Sew this up with threads of reason and
regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year seven months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you and
things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just
forget
And being on this road is anything but
sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you and
things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is
memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you and
things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things
we used to do

Memories of you

2004-10-13T20:31:00.000+08:00

Ummmm, oohhh, ohhh,...... yeah~

I've been waitin all day for ya babe
So won't you come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever

(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way, ohh…
(Now that you're here, boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say

[CHORUS]
Get out (leave) right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now)and I can't wait
For you to be gone
Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why)
How I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time(waste of time)

Tell me why you're lookin so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone

(So now after all I've said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but…
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

[CHORUS]

I wanted you right here with me
But I have no choice, you gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin
With every word I'm sayin
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyes…. owwhhh… owwhhh…

GET OUT!!!!

[CHORUS 2x]

Get out (leave)...
You and me
It's too late (too late)
You
Bout her (who,... why)
You said that you would treat me right(oooohhh)
But you was just a waste of time(waste of time)--------->>> not just waste of time noh?
ohhhh,ohhhh......

2004-10-13T19:56:00.000+08:00

from krisha's blog...(naaliw lng acu)
NOONG IN-LOVE KA PA

Ang sarap ng in-love.Sa unang beses niyo mag-date tapos naramdaman niyo ang sinasabi nilang "spark" nako, magkaharap pa kayo naiisip mo na ang bukas para matawagan mo na siya at maayang makipag-date ulit, pero sa susunod kayong dalawa na lang. Hindi ka mapakali pag wala siya sa tabi mo o hindi mo siya nakakausap sa isang araw, sigurado at sigurado tatawagan mo siya sa opisina,sa bahay at pag wala doon maglo-load ka sa cellphone mo at uubusuin ang 300 na prepaid sa loob ng isang tawag na wala naman ibang laman kundi bungisngis, kamustahan at kuento tungkol sa lahat ng sama ng loob mo sa mga ex mo.At ang goodbye sa telepono ay nde matapos-tapos, hindi niyo malaman kung sino ang unang magbababa at umaasa kang me "Take care" sa huli. Me email pa yan sa umaga para masabi mo sa kanya na masaya ka na nakapag-usap kayo.

Minsang gumimik kayo at upbeat ang sounds, hala! sayaw ka kahit parehong kaliwa nag mga paa mo, pero gusto niyang sumayaw kaya sige sasayaw ka narin. Kahit ilang mule, arctic at sub-zero ang orderin niya wala kang pakialam, mas mabuti nga kse nga puede mo na siyang akbayan at I-hug pag medio lasing na siya, pag hindi siya pumalag nako! score! para kang nasa langit. Malamang, matapos mo siyang ma-hug eh ayaw mo nang maligo at lagi mong naaalala ang scent ng pabango niya na me halong amoy alcohol na pero para sa yo mabango pa din siya. At siempre tuwing matapos kayong gumimik eh ayaw mo pa rin matapos ang gabi kaya hihirit ka pa ng coffee, kahit isandaan ang isang baso, "So what?!?" kamo, pera lang yan ang importante kasama mo siya. Masaya ka rin pag na-traffic kayo kse makakapagkuentuhan pa kayo pauwi. Matiyaga mong inaral ang pagda-drive ng manual gamit lang ang isang kamay kse yun isa hawak yun kamay niya o nakadantay sa hita niya habang nagmamaneho ka. Araw-araw magmamakaawa ka na ihatid mo siya at kung puede ka rin niyang ihatid pauwi, at kung lulusot baka pati lunch eh puede na rin na kayo ang maging lunchmates. Pag me free time ka eh nasa bookstore ka para nagtingin ng mga puedeng ibigay na greeting cards. Nakalimutan mo na ang barkada mo, para sa yo malaking abala lang sila sa napakagandang lovelife mo kesehodang magtampo pa sila sa yo at magsolian na kayo ng kandila sa inaanak mo sa kanila. At kung aalis man kayo nde ka magkasya sa pagte-text lang sa lab mo, kelangan mong pumunta sa banyo para lang magkarinigan kayo pag tinawagan mo siya at sabihin na nde ka nag-eenjoy at mas gusto mo na siya ang kasama.Pagdating ng weekend nako para kang intsik! alas dies pa lang ng umaga nasa kanila ka na at me dalang suhol na breakfast para sa nanay niyang nakasimangot dahil natutulog pa ang anak niya eh andun ka na.Pagdating ng gabi kahit antok na antok na siya eh ayaw mo pa ring umuwi, hinihintay mong makatulog siya sa mga bisig mo para makanakaw ka ulit ng kiss. Iniisip mo rin kung kelan ka kaya niya ipapakilala sa friends niya?

Nung kayo na, lahat ng monthsary ice-celebrate niyo, me kasama pang surprise na regalo at date. At nde miminsan mong nabanggit na gusto mo na siyang pakasalan at wala nang ibang babae sa puso at wala ka nang makikita na katulad niya.

AFTER ONE YEAR

? Mahal ang gimik sa bar, mas maganda kung kakain na lang kayo sa Jollibee at manonood ng sine.

? Wag na kayo magkape, masyadong mahal with matching elegie na "Leche, me ginto ba yan?"

? Mas gusto mo nang kasama barkada mo dahil "minsan" lang kayo magkita sa isang linggo.

? Pgakahatid mo sa kanya, nagmamadali kang umuwi sa gabi dahil pagod ka na sa trabaho.

? Pumapasok at umuuwi na siya mag-isa dahil nde mo siya masusundo dahil puyat ka.

? Syet! wag ka niyang pipiliting sumayaw at nakakahiya.

? Anong tawag? Sa load mong 300, mauubos yun at 1 beses mo lang tinext (against 245 na text niya sayo) at 3 minutes mo siyang natawagan. Naubos ang load mo kakatawag sa mga barkada mo at kaka forward ng joke sa kanila.

? Pag weekend mas gusto mong manood na lang ng TV o matulog. Pupunta ka lang pag tumawag na siya at nagmamakaawang dalawin mo naman siya at me suhol na ipinagluto ka niya.

? Kahit automatic na kotse mo nde mo pa rin makuhang hawakan ang kamay niya habang namamaneho ka.

? Magastos ang mga monthsary, kung anniversary niyo nga eh wala kang regalo, monthsary pa?!?

? Mag-uusap kayo? Baket me problema ba? Kung wala, isang oras kang manonood ng TV habang siya eh nakatutulog na kahihintay na kausapin mo siya.

? Miss na niyang ini-email mo siya,sagot mo? "Jusko naman araw-araw na tayong nag-uusap ano pa ba naman ang sasabihin ko sa yo? Baka gusto mo pa ng card?!?"

? Pag aayain ka niya para gumimik with her friends ang sagot mo? "Utang na loob, kung gusto mong lumabas kasama friends mo ikaw na lang mag-isa at naiilang ako." Pero pag lalabas kayo with your friends umiinit ulo mo pag tahimik siya pag nagjo-joke sila tungkol sa inyo ng ex mo sabay tanong "Nde ka ba nag-eenjoy? Buiset, umuwi na nga lang tayo!"

? At tungkol naman sa kasal..."Jusko naman, nde mo ba ako maintindihan?!? Wala pa akong pera saka nde ko maiisip yan ngayon! Sana wag ka namang makulit."

Sa lahat ng ito, ngingiti na lang siya, iisipin lahat ng ginagawa mo noong nanliligaw ka pa malamang umaasa pa yun na babalik yun dati sabay buntung-hininga at sabi ng malakas..."Kay sarap ng in-love."

haha..maybe you're confused why i'm playin' this song..i recently watched Shrek and Shrek 2..holding out for a hero is the current song taken from Shrek 2..remember the part where Fiona's grandma was singing [so seXxXy] at the top of the piano?!?! [great song, dba?!?!?]

2004-10-11T10:44:00.000+08:00

waahhhh new template... =)

hahaha

2004-10-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

went to mall alone...hai.. even ate 3 chocoloate sundaes..

i was supposed to go wid rhea and her friends to play badminton..
but i decided to go to Ate belle's house...had fun with my cousins Ate mean and Ate shiela

well, i was really surprised to see a store that sells a pair of shoes for P30 ...=)

my P1000 was really worth it! even got change.. so i decided to buy some halohalo ahahha..

i got 3 new pairs of jeans for 150
5 skirts for 250
10 blouses for 500
2 shoes (stilletos and a pointed copper shoes) for P60

hahaha
it was a haven for me... =)

well,., somehow my sadness went away..

=(

2004-10-07T21:11:00.000+08:00

hmmm math sucks.... i tried my best but it wasn't enough... darn,,, from 5pm to 3am
twas not worth it!waaaaahhhhhh!=(
txted my mum.. told her that im anticipating to repeat math.. i am not even sure if i will..but i know that i'd be needing a miracle to pass that subject..

really felt bad for myself..
how im i gona shift to nursing? that is the big question...

well, went to galleria wid my ust friends
watched Feng shui

saw many paulinian friends...

wahhh... dunno what id do

id fail..=(

yoco na pumasok sa monday!yoco na mkiat grade co sa math

2004-10-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

waaaahhhhh shit day...

i cried.. for reason even i do not know... weird ba?=)

i saw ry and she who must not be named....
i think they just went somewhere...nagdate...hahaha...
he smiled, i smiled back.... i dunno if she saw me.. who cares if she did

have to admit that it still hurts.. but im happy its not as much as before..

reality check... God must have a reason for all of these things ...
whatever it is.. i know i can be better..havta move on =)

2004-09-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

hahahaha...haven't entered for ages... cnsha na jenny! lotsa school stuff....xe...ahhahaha...

-k was inches away from me..he was talking wid my friend reg.. though reg didn't even bother to greet me.. hmmm he sounds nice..i was eavesdropping while they were talking.. i think his making papansin nah!arrggghhh

my friend's fone got confiscated because of me!Our philo teacher who happens tobe the secretary of the dean gt mad and was to hard not to give us back the phone... she said we could probably get in by tuesday... that's 5 days from now..waaahhh.. guilty===sobsssss =(

2004-09-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

our fieldtrip was nice and enjoying not to mention the misfortune that came my way!=)

low bat..
headache and migraine
sweat..
scorching heat of the sun

failed to watch cheerdancing competition

worst...

i saw ry in coregidor! damn... of ol the people...

waaahhh

im tired ...got quiz pa tm!aaarrgggh!

2004-09-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

Saw *K three times...haha.. i think he is already getting weird.. i think he and his "assuming friends" think that Felisse has crush on him..well, i think *k has a gf and he is just the stereotype of guy who would flirt with other girls and fool around eventhough he is commited...wahhh...

whew good thing our play didnt look stupid...not to mention my no so cool role of mimicking Miriam Defensor Santiago... mind you.. me and JJ tied for the best performer..candidates for exemption in the exams..=) haha Jm will make libre..we got 97/100!=)

2004-09-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

i saw Ry ..i was about to go home when i saw him.. i really didnt know what to do.. i intended not to talk nor greet him.. but he greeted me...

scribbled words that came from my mind that time...

"when i lost you, i was the one who loved you the most...but between the two of us, you lost more, for someday,i now that i will have to move on, and when that day happens, i can love someone the way i loved you...i can even love him more...but for sure, you never find somebody like me,youll never find somebody who will be faithful to you, and you will never be loved again the way i did.

yeah...when that day comes.. youll regret that you didnt gve me a chance...

shit!

2004-09-08T13:31:00.000+08:00

got 1.5 in my four practicals in swimming... not bad for an idiot like me..=)
wahhh ...i was texting Andre asking if i could go with them. He said he had sore eyes daw. Was about to go home when i saw vince. vince was downright funny, spent hours of talking as we wait for marco..
saw Andre's pic in the commerce building!hahah..coolness! he is the representative of their course..=) nax certified cutie according to Marco who was constantly teasing me and constantly reminding me that Andrei is having crushes na raw...duh like i care?hahah.. i do pla..i forgt lng... i was kinda hurt nga when marco told some stuff bout him and his crushes..dunno why.. haaha i miss the days that people have their eyes on me,and i just wouldnt care..and now that i am desperately looking for them..they are nowhere to be found.suddenly ive realized that they are already looking and being happy with someone else.sighs...

ahhhh another tiring day.. ciao

waaaahhhh

2004-09-06T18:43:00.000+08:00

saw *k four times.... ahahha

Break ---> he was waiting fo rtheir next class
Lunch break ---> as usual..i am already anticipating that he'd be there..
Philo time ---> i was looking for Rizza in my very weird voice..tiningnan nia acu!=)
Theo time--->went to powder room and i saw him on my way to our class..

such a coincindence..coincidence nga ba?=)

i think he's already having thoughts on my weird mannerisms whenever we pass by their usual tambayan..
he's cute/...=P

i found out that he's the escort of their section...

waahhh..=(

lapit na rin kita mameet...=)

hehhe

2004-09-04T18:25:00.000+08:00

sowee, havent enterd something for ages!went to greenbelt.. watched princess diaries2 wid Jp!hehehe.. ate lotsa fud.. he bought me, cotton candies, ice cream and i ordered fettucini alfredo and pizza for lunch... he asked my kung san daw napupunta mga kinain co!hehehe..anyhow he asked me btw my feelings for him... i tld him..mybe we should take it slowly.. trying to figure out if im allowing our friendship to get into another level..err i mean you know..into a relationship is quite hard... believe me, its really hard coz he's such a nice down to earth moron, he's got tht looks, the money, fame? and brains... not to mention his ex-girlfriend who is asking him back.. what should i do?spoke with felisse til 1 am to clear the confusion.. hai,..im happy=)

waaahhhhh

2004-08-22T18:02:00.000+08:00

havent entered anything here in my blog for ages.. hahaha...

im torn..

leche...

anyhow..

had a blast last night at Centro libis...

hahaha... muse aco...san kapa?

im really happy coz of my friends!waahhh...nu mngyyri sken widout them!..im really tired...

jm won the voter's choice award...ncu..dco alm nka 1800 pla sha na tickets!gara and queensley won the third place..

kilig moment: loka ang aking dalawang kaibigang c mandi at mica..
harhar... tinutukso aco kei richard ryan gonzalez... hehehe

waahhh

2004-08-15T13:50:00.000+08:00

i hate ryan. hes a liar
cla ni faghag..

waahhh after ol the things...

ung bitch pa rin na un ung pinili nia..

ung gurl na un ung sumira smin..tas ngaun...

wahhhh

magsama sila..

shit tlg!

2004-08-13T19:11:00.000+08:00

waahh..

watched Cinderella story wid ryan..

twas raining cats and dogs..
he offered me his jacket coz we didnt bring an umbrella..he ran home without any shield from the rain..i felt guilty..he might get colds or what.. He called telling me not to worry because he's ok na daw..shocks..

ewan..nakakaasar, nung kumuha aco ng payong for him, bigla nlng sha nawala..d sana d sha naulanan dba?nyhow gusto nia namn un eh..

waaahhh..

friday the thirteenth is not an unlucky day..

love sucks...

im still not over that guy.. but its really unfair for his girlfriend..
=(

2004-08-12T14:05:00.000+08:00

saw my ex David when i went to Mcdo..
saw my ex Ryan when i was about to go home..

waaahhhh

harhaaaar

2004-08-12T12:18:00.000+08:00

Joyce Anne Bobiles
LOVES
JP Crisostomo Garcia

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Love Level: 93%

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From Go-Quiz.com

the new guy every girl finds intriguing

2004-08-12T11:49:00.000+08:00

Since there's a stampede of girls going after this guy, make sure he's worth your time before you join the herd. 'If you have something in common--like you're both on the swim team--and you like him for reasons other than the fact that he's hot, by all means go for him,' says JP. But if the only thing you know (and like) about him is that he's cute? 'Wait for the flurry of females to clear before you do anything,' she says. Sitting this one out might set you apart in a good way--it could make him take notice of you rather then see you as just another groupie. Suddenly, you're that mysterious girl who doesn't seem that interested--which, of course, will pique his interest even more."

LMAO! omgosh these things are so fun to read. its like...ooo thats interesting but i guess these ppl dont know my life. hahaha psshhhh there is NO ONE really in mah skool to even get interested in. so i dont really care haha im not even gonna be looking for one. haha ill jus see how mah guy frends have changed n w/e n jus be friends. course ill see if theres any cute guys but most likely there wont be hahaha unless sum guy moved to this sucky skool n is like totally diff. haha i can tell if they're new or not its funny. i'll just be ONLY friends. guys are too much to deal with haha man. they're more fun wen they're friends anyways.

wala lng..

2004-08-12T11:33:00.000+08:00

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he
said...no.
>
>She asked him if he would want to be with her
forever....and he said no.
>
>
>She then asked him if she were to leave would he
cry, and once again he
>replied with a no.
>
>She had heard enough.
>
>As she walked away, tears streaming down her face
the boy grabbed her arm
>and said....
>
>You're not pretty you're beautiful.
>
>I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with
you forever.

wla lng.. natouch lng acu..hehehe

2004-08-11T11:42:00.000+08:00

There's something I want to tell you
There's something I think that you should know
It's not that I shouldn't really love you
Let's take it slow
When we get to know each other
And we're both feeling much stronger
Then let's try to talk it over

Let's wait awhile
Before it's too late
Let's wait awhile
Our love will be great
Let's wait awhile
Before we go too far

2004-08-10T11:51:00.000+08:00

shit ang math,..waahh ngaral pa aco, not following directions pa... nacu kung mkkuha acu ng 25 ok nah...waaaahhhhhh

stubborn joyce..
such a stupid las..

waaahh

2004-08-10T11:12:00.000+08:00

hehe..ryan called. (first time after 4 months)he invited me to his house xe twas his sister's birthday..
la lng.. he told me many things.. and he has gf daw.. pero when i asked if he loves her, he told me, "gusto ko sha, pero kilala mo namn mahal co..
furthermore he told me that he was waiting for me for a long time na daw pero wla daw aco ginagawa, and he feels that our breakup was ok lng kaya wla daw aco ginagawa..

he was anticipating that i will swallow my pride and this time aco naman daw sumuyo sa knya..

duh?panu co kaia ggwin un?eh dmi ngsisira smin at hindi co alam kung nau pa mggawa co..and when ive finally taken the guts to tell him what i feel.. nireject naman aco..

waaahhh..ang gulo..

he hugged me.. blame the tear ducts and tears in my eyes.. they involuntarily fell.. well i dunno if i should be happy or what, because if i hadnt been so kind to go to their house, then i wudnt have known about his gf.. but then on the other hand, if i didnt go , i wudnt be able to tell him what i really feel chaka dco rn sha mahuhug.

LoVe Is ThE WiSdOm Of ThE FooL anD WiTh ThE fOOL, YoU HaVe ThE Wise..

shiyet.. now im confused..=(
letchugas na buhay ito..bat pa kasi kailngan mgmahal..tas masasaktan ka rin nmn...

=(

2004-08-07T18:05:00.000+08:00

motto for the day: dont meddle with the affairs of the drgaon coz for them you are tasty and yummy especially with banana ketchup
haha dont wanna talk about it..

shit… im so stubborn..
sourgraping with old lost memories....
Haha..

Shoot me..

2004-08-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

Ahhaha went to Earls place to edit my critique.. too bad.. ****** was with us. hes kinda annoying.. he told me that he was the one who called me last night ..darn buti nlang I was working with my math tutor.. haha.. he went wid us insisting that he has something to do with Earls pc.. tas in the end , di rin nman nia gnawa..hmm I was too asar so I diverted my attention to Earls stuff.. I saw his small box containing coins.. I started to count it. ..im crazy noh?.. For all I knew, im already done.. guess how much it was.. whooping P513.50.. haha so earl decided to make libre and headed for shakeys. we went to the bank so we can make papalit but the people there told us, that its ok if we will pay using those coins. we had a great day.. Papa bear Carlo, Baby bear Marc and hunnie bunch Earl went to pig out in shakeys. Earl was too ashamed that he kept on insisting that we will just go on dutch and pay in bills, but through marcs convincing powers.. pumayg rin..hahaha..we were in total shame especially when the waitress started to count the money.. almost all people there was staring at us… haha who cares?they didnt know us anyway =) it was really a memorable experience.. haha.. who would have thought..you could still pay P500 worth of coins..
oh im much worse than my mum..haha shameful..

2004-08-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

Went to school with lolo Borgy. Saw you know who again…Saw him waiting outside the girls powder room.. wahh.. I think hes waiting for his new girl..i think she was beside me pa nga, but im not sure bout their story.. well then,.. kinda depressed because of our very perplexing bio lab test. And now Im getting confused with my philosophy course..wahhh..spoke with Monina during my break. Hehe.. I was supposed to meet Mj.. a friend from Engineering.. Saw Andre in the parking lot when were on our way to the photocopy center. He invited me to go to greenhills, I told him I have something to do pa. but the truth.. I didnt bring much money.. tipid muna..=)

Wahhh I told myself that I must go on

Im tired..tired of waiting..

Why?wahhhh

2004-08-04T17:47:00.000+08:00

Saw you know who ..i was on my way to the girls comfort room and he was with his friends..Marielle and Madz if im not mistaken.. wahhh.. darn..sa lahat ng oras at lugar.. kung kelan naman aco lalabas..chaka naman nandun..waaahhh what a coincidence. waaahhh were done computing our grades in fil Im 43 over 60.. ok na un.. knowing that I got a 5 over 20 test.. MaTh sucks..i dont even want to compute my grade matakot ka joyce, kailangan ka na talaga mangiseryoso buti nalang I got 1.5 in PE (knowing that I didnt have a practical test in floating/backfloat/backstroke) because I was too scared. I need to pass.. If I wont make it, theres no way that I can shift *sobs*

“KiLiG mOdE”

2004-08-03T17:47:00.000+08:00

KiLiG mOdE
Hahaha.. Mr Serious guy is having serious problems regarding his sexuality.. haha.. joke.. hmm according to him, there are some girls who are spreading gossips bout him.. Felisse and I confronted him because we heard rumors that he is getting deranged with the two of us. Who cares anyway..but good thing his ok na.. at ok na kming tatlo..hahah..We saw felisse's crush who happens to be my newly found friend, Sean. a fourth year student and a biology society officer. We also spoke to some of felisses friends. Tyron (fourth year batch rep of BioSoc) and a girl –I dunno ung name. Hehe kinilig aco dhel.. bgla dumating c (D) haha.. semi-crush.. hehe poteeecccc, cute nia kaso feeling daw un.. anyhow.. my day was complete because I saw him.. and he was just inches from me..(kanta un ha?) hehehe.. Twas Nikki's birthday.. I found out that my crush (who happens to be Nikki's crush) was asking for my name when he saw me in the acquaintance party.. ahha.. I pretend that I wasnt paying attention to what Nikki was saying.. I know she was hurt.. and i was kinikilig

tama na

2004-08-02T17:45:00.000+08:00

Saw you know who twice ..well, UST is such a small place.. darn.. Because of our new bio lecture room I will see him 6 times every week..hmmm.. got bad news bout you know who.. I didnt believed him.. kahit na ganito nangyari, the only good thing I could see are the memories we shared.. I was once a gullible person who didnt trust him, and because of that we broke up, maybe this time.. I have to stick with what I think is true, not influenced by others.. must not be confused because of peoples pakikialam..wahhhh.. nuthin much .. tama na joyce, tama na.. arent you sick of this?=

=)

2004-08-01T18:12:00.000+08:00

its mum's birth anniversary..

Rhea,Joana, Te tina, Mumi Lona,(Ryan's kada)--Kuya alvin, RJ, Tam, Paulo went to our house..

i was kinda dissapointed..

I met Ry and his kada on the way to Rhea's house.Ryan greeted my mum via text..i invited him (and his kada)to pig out in our house..i dunno if he's "nanadya" or what... he went home.. Rj told me that he'll just get his car back home and he'll be back, we waited but he didnt come...Rj and the rest of them teased me and asked me why i was frowning..they were saying that i was so mean to leave him behind.. i was kinda asar.. shocks..ket co ba un niisip?..bwct..=(

wahhh

2004-07-31T00:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm still thinkin of you know who... sbi ng cuz co, "di na pupunta dito un khit imbitahin mu dhil sa gnawa nia sayo noh,takot nia lang kay tito fred at tita jen"
sheeet..

had a crazy night.. twas Coll of Science Acquiantance party.. though i must admit na nagtatampo aco sa mga kada co..ok lng i understand naman.. went to the party alone.. good thing that im naturally friendly and "makapal ang mukha' to table-hop.. haha the term eh noh? Hunniebunch eral,peter, mark (i was surprised to see him there), jm, papa bear carlo, andre, doods and mycah,ellen and (bea ..ellen's hunnie)were there.. kami na ang buong bisix.. haah.. compared to the attendance of b3..walang wala kmi..i met Vren's blockmates (b3) 4 tables cla, at 1 lng naalala kong name c JC haha prehas kmi.... i met Nikki and Monica's blockmates..at ginulo co cla.. ahha.

Saw Paulinian friends Jogret,Rose and Mon2

I stayed with tina,richard,johan and his girlfriend Melanie..

hehe inggit acu kei Venz.. limang halik ata sha sa crush co..haha

Nagmodel sila Anna and Rich,Johan ..antaray..

Anna was the searchee for the dating game..too bad.. maniac mga nang-kiss sa kanya..

heheh mei nakita me na worst dresser.. hehehe... 2 cla..im bad...waahhhh

stupid co,i didnt bring my fone.. mei pix sana me..huhuhu

waahhh

2004-07-29T17:37:00.000+08:00

haha..im hapi today
walang ibang gnwa kundi mgpicture hahaha..
went to mcdo..saw froilan and his girlfriend.. i was shocked when i saw him staring at me..kala co kung cnu..
hmm huniebunch earl promise ayusin co ung pics nten pag mei tym.. ok?

spoke with ben(karla's friend) nun morning..

went to liz's house..ala lang magwa..miss co lang sha.. heheh

haha jp texted me..

saw andre..dapt picpicturan co sha..hmmm mei ngawa ata me bad or nasabi na bad..mukhang niiwasan acu..
nyhow im happy..=)

JP cooh..=)

2004-07-29T17:26:00.000+08:00

mica tngnan mu ung aking bagong pag-ibig..hehe c JP ---> Juan Paulo Crisostomo-Garcia.. asyig ng name eh noh?..hehehe..nyhow ayan ung pic nya..dun sa pbase co,pancnin mu prang isa lng ung ngiti nun..harhar=)

:P

2004-07-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

hmmm went to school with lolo borgy.. his downright funny.. made kwentos about his life,. shared a story between she who must not be name and you know who..
i realized that i shouldnt be getting jealous of her, after all she's such a trap..i must not think of you know who by all means.. he already dumped me.. its the end..i already said adios to him and i must go on with my life..
..ahaha
still thinking of "Mr Serious guy" ...and his suicide attempts..

had a surprise test in math..sana pala hinintay ko na ung tutor co kahapon..ala tuloy me nasagot sa test nagun..waaahhh

i saw ryan but i didnt greet him..

i didnt attend my swimming class today..
im damn wasted..

and a guy who sat beside me in the internet lab in school was surfing at a porno site.. nd he's groaning pa..yuck..kadiri sha.. i was supposed to tell the librarian not until my friends told me to forget it coz i might get into trouble..

yack...

One of theses days - Michelle branch

2004-07-27T16:49:00.000+08:00

I bet you didn't notice
But I didn't care
I tried being honest
But that left me no where
I watched the station
Saw the bus pulling through
And I don't mind saying
A part of me left with you

So one of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you
I hope and I pray
Waiting to find a way back to you
Cause that's where I'm home
Oh...

Did I make you nervous?
Did I ask for too much?
Was I not deserving
Once I came of your touch

One of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you
I hope and I pray
Waiting to find a way back to you
Cause that's where I'm home

What would you do if I could have you
What if I could?
I'd let you feel everything you can get
Wouldn't that be enough?
Wouldn't that be enough?

And one of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you...

I bet you didn't notice
But I didn't care
I tried being honest
But that left me no where

I watched the station
Saw the bus pulling through
And I don't mind saying
A part of me left with you

So one of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you
I hope and I pray
Waiting to find a way back to you
Cause that's where I'm home
Oh

Did I make you nervous?
Did I ask for too much?
Was I not deserving
Once I came to your touch?

One of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you
I hope and I pray
Waiting to find a way back to you
Cause that's where I'm home
Oh, what would you do if I could have you?
What if I could?
I'd let you feel everything you could get
Wouldn't that be enough?
Wouldn't that be enough?

And one of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you...

waaahhh

2004-07-27T13:58:00.000+08:00

darn... "Mr. Serious guy" is accusing us of character assasination.. actually that wasn't the term used..but hey,.. if you'll just analyze the situation,i am the one who must get offended because he is so mean and the words that he said weren't appropriate..wrong choice of words.. i didnt know that it will mean a big business to him..daahhhhh asar talaga... bwicet.. masama na kung masama..pero tahimik na nga kami tas sha naman ung nagsasalita...

2004-07-25T14:51:00.001+08:00

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	ten!
your best quality is	youre intelligent
your worst quality is	you want what you cant have
this is because	its genetic

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2004-07-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	awakening my heart
Your smell is...	amazing
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	one of a kind

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whatta tiring day

2004-07-24T14:36:00.000+08:00

Had a very tiring day. had our pre-pageant for the search for Ms. BioSoc today.. J we pulled out the weeds from plant boxes in the fourth floor of the main building,had ramp modelling and a question-and-answer portion.. My friends Anna(Muse of B4) and Tina (muse of b4) didn’t go to our activity. I was anticipating them but they didn’t come. I was surprised to see Martin Gara there..he’s the escort of b8..haha.. Queensley is there muse.. good thing I have a buddies around..
I was petrified to see my crush “Mr. D” there…petrified eh noh? Well, I didn’t know what im supposed to feel, he sat one seat beside me, and Jm was murmuring and kept on teasing me.. I told him to shut up.. I was too afraid that “Mr. D” might overheard..
The four of us were together the whole day, ate at shakeys (not to mention the sweetness of Martin and Queen).. they were sharing on one salad..haha so afraid that they might get fat. Or I should say that Martin so spendthrift not to make libre..waaahh Jm was kinda acting weird though.. he has problem ata.. I asked him but he didn’t tell me the whole story, I end up being confused and felt guilty.. anyhow..
I also saw Richard Gonzales from b1, he was introduced to me by Maxene..he was there alone.. I asked him if he’s the escort of their class but he told me that he is the president of their class…haha tas eventually sha rin ung nagalis ng weeds and ngmodelling..haha.. I told him I know someone who likes him...

The question I picked up was quite ok, but im not contented with my answer.. dumb me..
Shux.. watta shame..

Ciao..=)

haha

2004-07-23T18:55:00.001+08:00

hmm wla lng.. papic lng kmi..buong bisix..ang saya...
gonna hit the sack..im damn wasted

2004-07-22T16:02:00.000+08:00

Had an asthma attack the other night..my mum was kinda agitated with me, its been 2 years since I had my last attack..she was getting furious and was too makulit and kept on asking questions..
Came to school with my very alluring eyes (puffed up eyes caused by whole night crying madness)
My blockmates instantly noticed me.. damn I that I have to narrate what happened.. well,. I have no choice but to, can just keep it to myself,. I have no one to run to and confide my agony.. waaaahhhhh… .just imagine me crying in my room the whole night
I didnt prepare for my theology quiz and biology lab report Good thing bio lab test was postponed though I must admit that it was a total shame to guess the explanations needed in our report… good thing our theo test was manageable..though im still not sure if im gonna pass…

I was a bit shocked with Jm’s manner of talking to the girl who called him..
It caught my attention because when the girl called him.. he said in a very haughty manner: “ Do I know you?”… hai..i knew the girl because she is Felisse’s dorm mate, she was introduced me before but im not sure if she still remembers me. I think Jm is already getting conceited.. wahhh im bad..

Yim,Jm and I headed to the library, spent some time there… On our way to Espana, we saw andre and marco, they were on the road to the canteen and we were on our way home.... Andre asked me if I could go and catch their play, but unfortunately I already took a ride when he texted me. I saw Lannie, James’ girlfriend riding another Fx.

Im tired…

adios